No. 15

this is for matt.
if you could see her now i know this is what you would think.


sitting here cold
quietly wishing
for a stolen glance
or to know what your thinking
a brush of your skin
a hint of a smile
another circumstance
and maybe i wouldnt be so shy

sitting here alone
feeling ridiculous
you wont notice me
so why am i thinking
of all the things we could be doing
and all the ways we'd do them
another chance or circumstance
but it would never happen

still i am sitting here
still i am waiting
i know the second time you came down
would be the last tonight
i tried my best to impress you
i tried to be witty
but clearly i had fallen short
and all i had left was goodnight