No. 9

it would've been nice to say,

i knew you.



i wanted to write you a letter,

listing all the faults i found in your story.

instead i chose to leave this.



i am infuriated at myself,

i was foolish enough to think i knew you

as more then just a lover.



i entered into this partnership knowing

just how much damage control i would require.

i am to blame for the advantage i have given you.



it would've been nice to say,

i knew you.



however i was among the many lucky ones

who only ever felt you.

a sad condition of our agreement.


even if i could remove

all the things you put me thorugh,

nothing would change

if we began again.


it would've been nice to say,

i knew you.